Feeling screwed up.

I'm reserving this space for my rants.


But right now, I'm just going through too much crap.
And it's just too much to handle.

Goodnight.

Candlelight Dinner.

Ohh, how romantic I tell you...
Wanna guess who my date is?

*wink wink*

Date my @$$.
LOL.

More like with my biology books alone.
Reading about plants, shrugs.
Blame the blackout.
It just had to pick THIS time to pull me to the dark side when I have to study for my paper the next morning.

Joy.

It's okay, it's okay... :)
I'll just be enduring it for another two hours or so.

It just made me think how my parents used to study like this.
Well, this isn't my first time studying like this anyways.
Damn TNB.



But in a blink of an eye before I could even snap the next photo...

WHOOT :D
Thank God for electricity!
Oh wow, Lost is on.

And just before I could enjoy anymore of the show or the leisure of an electric fan or even the convenience of the lights...


Here we go again.
Sighs, let it be.
Reading more on the human DNA...

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I really don't know what's so addictive about this game.
I'm sure gamers would know what's this game.

My brothers are addicted and are just so engrossed in it.
Their concentration and focus would be at their best.
Wonder why we can't do the same for our studies.

"Smile BB!"
*BB smiles*
*snaps and previews photo... shrugs*



Get what I mean?
Look where he's looking -.-"


Anyways, just for an update for you guys.
Right now, the siblings available in JB are now down to two.

The other two are now in KL.
Sis is still in KL taking care of grandma and studying at the same time.
Benson is now in UTAR, PJ doing mechanical engineering.

Though we may be even more incomplete now but hey, it's for the best ya? We'll be together again pretty soon I hope.

My aunt Nicole and her boyfriend Chan Wan came down to JB, and they brought sis along too. SO they came over just to spend the weekend and unwind, also to see us. In those 2 days, we got to catch up. Was so happy to see sis again especially, and we hugggggged! Hahaa :D


And Benson who came back from National Service in Mersing not too long ago, is already packing his bags again to leave for KL. Everything's happening so fast indeed.


Well, I'm pretty happy he went though.
Because sis won't be alone anymore :)
They can look after one another in KL.

I'll miss you guys.
Please look out for one another and study smart.
If there's anything.. anything at all, just remember your jie's still here.
I love you both :)


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Haha, I've been paying some visits to GUESS recently.
Nope, I bought nothing. I'm broke mind you.
Well, I was just strolling by and...

"Hey, I'm looking for Su Min?"
"Huh? Who?"
"Su Min...?"
"Su Min... Oh you mean SUMMER! Okay hang on.."
"Oh Summer, yeah"


Haha, sorry lar 'Summer'... mana aku tahu.
Lol.

Yeap, I've been spending time with my babe.
Giving her massages and talks... LOL.
She looked tired and stressed mar! xD
But she's still doing great as usual :)


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5 papers down.
3 more to go.

Sat for Maths T [2] today.
Well, I felt some sense of satisfaction that I managed to answer most of the questions that I usually don't.

BECAUSE I STUDIED.
HAHA.

But I won't deny the fact that I may fail again lar, sniffle.
BUT I did better this time :)
I'm trying very hard k.


It'll be two Chemistry papers tomorrow.
Help.


Friday's the last paper, General Paper [1].
And then... hello holidays!
Which aren't holidays for me anyways... -.-"
Cause I've gotta get my team ready for our upcoming I.U. Day on the 14th of June.
So I can't go back to KL - woe my sacrifices.

This is it.
The last major school activity I'm gonna do.

Ahh, what the heck.

Happy Teacher's Day.

Singing the song that I composed in 10 minutes for the
Lagu & Puisi Competition that got us the 3rd place in MSSD, hahaa.
AND I didn't forget my lyrics this time! LOL.
I managed to hit every high note :)

The attendance is really not bad at all.
Compared to my previous school, LOL.

Hey, helium balloons :D

"Guru Cemerlang, Negara Terbilang".
They wanted to take a picture with me, hehe.
They're nice boys.

I brought two instruments to school.
My guitar and my keyboard.
The people in charge placed my performances as the beginning and the end.
But guess what?

LOL.
What a joke!

The emcee was supposed to keep the audiences engaged and lead them into the next segment.
Not tell them, "Jadi berakhirlah program kita pada hari ini...".
So everyone got up, teachers and students alike.
LOL.

But the girl in charge pleaded with the Principal for 5 more minutes.
But since it was already 5 minutes from 12pm, they had to eat fast, so he said no cause the malays had to pray. So, it was cancelled.

Dang.
I dunno whether I was to be happy or sad.

Happy in the sense I didn't need to be nervous already.
Sad in the sense that I brought this heavy keyboard for nothing whilst weighing me down in my heels, which became pretty difficult after some time. My feet hurt :(

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AND I'd like to wish my dearest Hin Loong a very Happy Birthday!
He's twenty-four :)
Love you!
xoxo.

Haha, he's born today but he didn't turn out to be a teacher.
He's an insurance guy, hehe.

Alright, I've gotta get ready for cell group now.
Ciao! :)

Pink?

I guess, doc didn't give me much choice now did she.
Haha.

I'll be living with this colour for 6 weeks.

Anyways.

Due to some complications like I've mentioned before...
My teeth structure is pretty rare in a way that I will have to do an operation concerning that thin ligament that holds our lip and gum together. Yeah that one, try pulling down your lower lip, you wouldn't miss that tension of that "rubber-band" there, right in the middle of your lower lip.

I will have to operate it, REMOVE IT and shift it somewhere else, LOL.
But that'll be a year later on.

Doc was telling me about some complications with my teeth that I might have to wear a HEAD GEAR.
And we'll see to that after THIS 6 weeks.

ROFLMAO.

Honestly, I think it'll be pretty cool to wear a head gear.
I'd look like a freak to people.. I know.
But I think it's still kinda cool, LOL.. xD

And guess what?
My latest visit to the dentist this Wednesday was when I got these pink bands.
And I had a trainee doctor AGAIN but I was her first patient EVER.
No other experiences, I was the first!
%$#@!

She accidentally poked my gums a few times...
Kinda drilled that fast deadly spinning metal into my gums twice when she was scaling my teeth.
Ouch.

But she was not as bad as the previous trainee dentist I had months ago.
*shivers*
I guess with more experience, this one can be a good dentist soon :)

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I had my Pengajian Am paper 2 today.
And I'm damn pissed off.
Well, I wasn't a minute ago but since I'm talking about it, it's bringing back the fumes.

So there I was, prepared and ready to take this paper.
And so I HAD to be sitted in between people who don't bring their equipements which are crucial for the examination.

The person sitting behind me didn't bring his compass and jangka lukis.
The person in front of me constantly borrowed my liquid paper and demanded for more test pads.
The person at my 11 o'clock asked for test pads too.
The person at my 2 o'clock was worse, he didn't bring his ENTIRE pencil box.
So he was constantly bugging me throughout my exam. Can you guess who?

%$#@!

I was so friggin' distracted that I screwed up my pie chart.
DAMN.
I was so freaking angry :(

I had only 5 MINUTES to do Bahagian E, which was a one paragraph essay.
I'm so upset that I didn't get to write it properly, my points were everywhere and even at the last 5 minutes the bugger still can bug me to lend him my stuff and pass it to him. I just ignored him and scribbled whatever I could before it was too late. There goes my 15 marks.

SCREAMS.

Can you imagine how much TIME I lost due to just passing things to people who were surrounding me??
I know you'd say - IGNORE THEM.
I could have, but I knew that if I did just that, they couldn't do their exams.
I was too freaking-kind-hearted.
Actually I did ignore them a few times, but they just couldn't stop BUGGING ME.
I was so freaking annoyed and I couldn't concentrate!!!

I was so angry to the point that I just punched my fist into the table when my pie chart was screwed.
Dammit.

I stepped up to Steven after the exams and confronted him, I couldn't take it anymore.

"Steven, do ME a favour... bring your own stuff next time. I screwed up my graph paper because of you". At least he said sorry, gaaahhhh, but it's not enough to redo my paper.

I'm never ever, ever, ever gonna sit near any of them next time.
I'm done. I'm fed up.
Get your own stuff.

YOU GUYS ARE FREAKING PRE-U STPM STUDENTS.
Shame on you.

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Since that's done with.

Tomorrow I'll be performing in school for Teacher's Day.
I'll be playing the guitar and singing that very same thing I did for the Puisi & Lagu Competition.
The teacher asked us to.

And then I'll be singing "Kaulah Segalanya" because everyone was hotly requesting for the song. So, I've already learnt it and mastered it, hopefully. And I'll be singing "Everything I Do" by Bryan Adams again. I'll be playing both songs on my keyboard. Geez, I have to bring two instruments to school tomorrow, what a hustle.

Happy Mother's Day, Mum :)

A special tribute only for mummy dearest on a very special day... :)

Because of my mother, all of us were born.
Imagine the pain she went through to deliver us through cesarean, FOUR times.
It was critical, but she knew she wanted to bring us to this world.
She wanted us.

And there she was, raising us up...
Through toil and hardship, she endured nevertheless.
Ahem, we're not exactly a very obedient bunch to handle.

But she took good care of us since we were infants till we're so... big.
LOL.
I remember the days when we always have to squeeze into our humble Kancil.
We couldn't afford a big car.

Don't forget, eventhough we hate to admit it sometimes...
A mother knows best... most of the time ;)

Eventhough we've had our different views and opinions, quarrels maybe, but mummy loves me no matter what.

Where would we be if it weren't for our mother? :)
Mum taught us right from wrong, what we should or shouldn't do.
And it pleases us too when other people praise us for being well brought up.
All thanks to mum and dad :)

She doesn't know how to handle us sometimes.
Sometimes, we just wouldn't listen eventhough she keeps telling us for the 10th time, lol.

Get what I mean?
LOL.

She makes sure that we stay united regardless.
Handling four kids at one go, I salute her :)

She brings a lot of joy even with that smile :)

Which is why we want to make her happy whenever we can.

But there are times when we fail to do so.
We make mummy upset though we never meant to :(

She loves us all the same - equally.
No favourites.

She is beautiful - inside and outside! :)

Imagine having to handle 4 kids and still another too, her husband.
Well, someone we call Dad :)

Hmmm, sometimes... mum gets very blurr and tends to embarass herself.
Unintentionally, but it never failed to make us siblings laugh.
Ooops, lol.

I'm sure daddy agrees that he's very blessed indeed to have mum as his beloved wife.

And there you have it, the Yaps.
Yeap, six of us :)

We could annoy the hairs out of my mother's head but she still loves us all the same.

She really loves it when we eat together as a family.

And she likes being childish with dad sometimes.
Or... most of the time? :x
Siblings, what say you? LOL.

Yes, she's a very loving mother and husband :D
Awww.

See? :D

And mum's really sporting too!
She encourages most of the things we do, if she thinks it's not bad.
Urmmm, I think mum's better than dad with the beats.
ROFL.

Awww, urrmm... she's quite a poseur too.
LOL.

What I got for mum last year!
Real roses :)

Mum's picking up from her daughters on how to be stylish.
Ohh yeah, she loves shiny things.
HA HA.. xD

She's always there to support us to show her love and care.
She'd assist us if she can.

Mum's a great leader - the woman of the house.
Like what sis said, she's our SuperMum! :)

"Darling, please don't forget to buy the kids this-that-this..."
Dad should be jealous cause she loves and care for us A LOT.
WHEE! xD

And yes, pretty things attracts mum's attention.. xD
Mum, we couldn't thank God enough for placing you here as our mother.
OMG, now you know where we inherited the love for photography??
LOL.

Mum, we love you :)
Very, very, very, VERY much.

You lead by example for your children to see.
Once again I am proud; Happy Mother's Day from me!

You deserve this special day for the job that you have done
And you are clearly number one!
In these fast paced times where there are so many distractions,
You have been the perfect mom throughout your ways and your actions.
When it comes to being a mom, you exhibit all of the traits
Your performance from the start has been more than just great!
You lead by example for your children to see!
Once again I am proud; Happy Mother's Day from me

We know the world is tough but by your morals you have stood
You have done your very best to teach us what is good.
Although it's been a struggle when times had gotten tough,
You've always done your best to make sure we had enough.
You are a tall pillar of strength and a snapshot of courage
For when it came to your children, you knew just how to nourish.
You lead by example for your children to see!
Once again I am proud; Happy Mother's Day from me!

We know you've done your best to make sure we were prepared
And there isn't any doubt to how much you really cared.
We know you still care because of the person that you are
And when we've needed you most, you’ve always been our shining star!
We want to thank you mommy dearest
for the time that you have spent
For you must be an angel who was heaven sent.
You lead by example for your children to see!
Once again I am proud; Happy Mother's Day from me.

We're not saying these words to make ourselves sound smart
Everything that we are saying is coming straight from our hearts.
Because there aren't enough words to describe what you have been.
For you are not only our mother, you are also our friend.
You lead by example for your children to see!
Once again I am proud; Happy Mother's Day from me.

i love you :)

Thanks mum.
For everything :)