Bittersweet.

Last Wednesday, I had to go to the dentist for my monthly appointments.
Of all days, I had to get a trainee dentist AGAIN.

That dungu was trying to force that wire into my braces, cause it doesn't fit, so it's NOT gonna get in there. So just change the blardy wire to a thinner one, like anyone can't figure that out.

Ohh... bear the pain I did.
She had been trying to force that sharp strand of iron for a good 30 minutes.
In the process, she'd be accidentally poking the wire into various areas of my mouth, which hurt. And you know those plyers that are meant for cutting wires?
Yeah, she cut my lip.
The repeatation of "Ohh sorry, sorry...." is definitely NOT gonna cure that pain, you freak!

The Last Straw :
She finally plunged in another plyer meant for pulling out your teeth, and tried to force the wire in with full force. What happens when you do that, and you miss?
Where else can that plyer go, hmm?

It's still in my mouth, so she practically jabbed that plyer into the ends of my mouth!
This time, in terrible agony, I pushed her hand away.
She started scattering for cotton, I knew I was bleeding.
Boy, could I taste my tasty blood....

BITCH.

Tears ran down my eyes, fast.
After the agonizing half an hour, she said, "Doktor, saya sudah cederakan pesakit".
As in : Doctor, I've injured the patient.

Then only the doctor came and tried gently with much expertise to fit in the wire. The minute she knew it was not gonna get in, she said, "Change it to a thinner wire".
Wow, even I figured that out! I should be the dentist then -.-"
Then only it FINALLY fit and she gave me back to the trainee doctor.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

She tightened my teeth, tied up loose ends, and she had to make sure that no wire was sticking out that would hurt me in the next one month to bear with.
When I got up, she pretended as if she did a great job, didn't even bother to apologize again.
"We'll see you again in 6 weeks".

Well I hope I'm not seeing you, you tak-layak-jadi-dentist person.
I didn't bother to thank her, what more say goodbye.
Tears still remained on my face, red-nosed, pushed myself into the waiting room away from that toot. Left people waiting outside wondering and got scared.
Mwaahaa, you should be! - if you get that kind of trainee dentist that is.

Got to the toilet only to find out that the left corner of my mouth was badly bruised, plus the cuts in my inner lip and inside my mouth.

%$#@!

Ouch.
*rubs mouth*
I'd go private if I could, sighs.
Guess that's not an option for me.

With that pain, I went to school for my librarian work.
Rajin, huh?

Tell me about it.


P.S: Forgive me for my use of language. It was just so tormenting :(

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Yesterday was the LAST DAY I had to do my librarian duties.
Whooohooo!
So at 2PM, I quickly rushed off to tuition, on foot.
Yeah, all the way from SDJ to Omega.
Made it on time, thank goodness.
Sighs, felt bad for kinda dozing off here and there.
I'm just so tired this week.... staying in school till 5PM the whole week.

As I was about to get up a bus to go home, Dan and Haikal asked me to meet up with them at Kerry's. So heck it, I just walk back up and met up to get Haikal's comics.
It was kinda inconvenient cause we were carrying a "60 x 60+" wooden box for our insect project. A little heavy, but having to travel by public transport, that'll be a little bit of a nuisance.

So there we were again at the bus stop.
About to get up the bus, until Haikal said,
"Mel, where's your roll of plastic wrappers that I was holding for you arr...?"
$#!T HAIKAL! WTH? Where is it lar???
"Uhh, I think I left it in Popular..."

So, we detoured.
GAAAH.

As I was about to get up the escalator, I saw yet again a very familiar girl whom I watched entering Popular earlier while waiting for the boys outside Popular.
So, I approached her and said, "Suphier..?"
She looked at me puzzled for a second and called me by name and we hugggggeeeddd! :D

So while the boys went of a wild goose hunt, Suph and I talked and exchanged numbers.
Haa, showed her my collection of insects too.
Well, if there was no detour, I wouldn't have met Suph :D
Was so nice to see her again after so many donkey years since FOA.

It's always so nice to be with your besties on bus rides home, crapping with them as you watch those horrendous crappy long-hours-traffic-jams go by, fast. I always enjoy my bus trips with Haikal and Dan. We'd laugh our guts out, making people surrounding us laugh with us, though they don't know what we're talking about.

The day would end like sugar, just like that.
How sweet is that? :)

* * * * * *

I'm gonna meet Suey in another 2 hours time! :D
Can't wait, it's been ages.

And this song has been stuck in my head like forever.
Sue says it's gay. Oh well.
Check it out.

If that's okay with you - Shayne Ward

Hate those squeaky voice parts though. What a spoiler.

Who wants to get me a white nail polish?

Hey y'all.
Please take note of this entry's title ;)


Anyways, this entire week and last week included, I've been always stuck in school due to librarian duties.
Well, we've got to go to the library for 5 days of our holidays and do some "chores".

Hah, sighs.

Hee, I managed to buy myself some new tops.
Thanks mum :)

Really gotta rush a lot of things.
The biochem class gotta hand up our display of 25 species of insects and a folio of 25 types of plants. I've still gotta do a lot of things.
Not to mention our Ecology assessment.
GAAHHH.

Okay, I'm hungry and tired.
Going to school again tomorrow.
Big sighs.
After my dental appointment that is.
Finally get to change those so-called orange bands that has already faded to almost pink.
Lol.


Love!
Au revoir.

TOODLE-LOOS YOU FRIGGIN' PAPERS!

Mwahaahahahaaa.....
I'm done with the exams!

But the bummer is, I STILL have to go to school! :(
Being a biochem student, we still gotta do more experiments.
Yeah, whatever lar.
Ohh, not to mention those librarian duties, gaaah.

ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE SPM & STPM STUDENTS!
Benson & Jackson, you can do it.
I know you can :)

Poor Ben... his birthday falls on the day his nightmare begins, 12 Nov 2007.
Lol, kesian.

And a very big congratulations to my youngest bro, BB who got 4A's and 1B for his UPSR.
Heh, it's pemahaman. If only he focused more on the books than the pc games.
It would've been straights for him, lol.
Can't wait for sis' PMR results. Hee.

And yes, 14 Nov is a memorable day which started 2 years ago :)


Shoutout to Sue, Suph & Steph:
We gotta plan our meetups baby! :D
wOOt!

Seven Things.

Got tagged by Miss J over here :)

So here goes.

7 THINGS TO BE DONE BEFORE MY DEATH

- set out my will :)
- spend last quality moments with all my loved ones.

- married to the man I love and have beautiful children.

- see the world from a beautiful landscape with him holding me tight.

- finances are toploaded for my children and family.

- done everything I need to, cleared all my doubts and satisfied before I leave.

- get myself right before God.

7 THINGS I WILL NOT DO EVEN IF IT KILLS ME
- murder.
- sex before marriage.

- adultery.
- betray my family.
- renouncing my God.

- smoking and drugs.
- sacrificing others for my sake.

7 THINGS I DO WHEN I'M AWAY FROM PUBLIC

- get crazy... uhh no, crazier.
- strip down to comfortable lingerie. fetish.
- dress up. camwhore?
- sing, dance, jump and laugh uber hysterically. lol.

- cry out to God and get answers.
- emo? lol. Put on my DEEP thinking cap.
- **** ***. hee.

7 FAVOURITE SENTENCES/QUOTES/EXPRESSION

- "ohhemmgee!"
- "double-you-tee-age! double-you-tee-eff?" ehh, it's fish lar.
- big sighs. or long ones that end with a yawn.
- "bila tahu, buat tak tahu. bila tak tahu, buat tahu!"

- shrugs. rolls eyes. raise eyebrow. lol. ROFLMAO.
- "lame buttocks".

- "noob!".

7 SONGS [ Mainly from MUSIC column on your right ]

- Bubbly by Colbie Caillat
- Apologize by Timbaland feat One Republic
- Innocence by Avril Lavigne
- Goodnight Goodnight by Maroon 5
- P.D.A (We Just Don't Care) by John Legend

- Dancing In The Moonlight by Toploader
- If That's Okay With You by Shane Ward

7 THINGS I'LL MAKE YOU WISH YOU DIDN'T DO IF YOU DID
- hurt my loved ones.
- abuse the trust I gave you.
- spread exaggerating rumours about me.
- steal from me.
- try to get physical with me e.g. fight, pull my hair, punch, slap
- take advantage of me.
- get SUPERBLY annoying and irritating.


7 PEOPLE TO TAG
- you.
- her.
- him.
- them.
- it.
- ...sheman.
- anyone who wants to do it! :P

OH.

And a question for you.

Should I get either one of these, both or none?
Please tell me :(

Deep-a-waa-lee with Butties.

So I went visiting from house to house on foot and public buses.
With the diwali cookies and indian food, it has surely been a long time since I did this.

The best part of it was celebrating with my besties.
Can't help it that the bunch of them are indians eh? (;
So I played dress-up for the day.
You know, dressing for the occasion.
We travelled to about four houses only in different tamans.

Honestly, people never see chinese girls in punjabi suits before is it?
I was like some alien wherever I went.
Boo y'all. We're in a democratic country.

If you can't take it in, you can lock yourself in your room and tell yourself that this is a perfect world with fixed options. Migrate if you have to.

Anyways.

I'm so smad that Sue can't join us!!
Darl, just wanna let you know that we missed you in our circle :(
Hope you're doing well in your finals.

Dan had to go home early when we reached Jusco.
Leaving the 3 of us, and Sanggivi came to join us for Stardust!
That's a great show, you guys outta catch it :D

Here's a few pics.


Dano, A-nandos, Mellow & Brado.

BFFs.

Yes, Anan and Brad forced Dan into a trolley, carried him in.
He's not moving cause Anan's holding Dan's phone,
threatening to drop it as he take pictures for blackmail, lol.

Do you feel Daniel's pain?

...Ehhh kuchi-kuchi-kuchi! Ehhh...

ROFL.

Aww, some sort of tough love. Lol.

Yeah, and we kinda skidded him on the trolley through the empty basement in continuous zig-zags. Lol...
Come on Dan, we know you enjoyed it (;

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The day before:

Bought 3 tops at WH where "everyone is beautiful".
It's been long! :D

And as I was on my way back from tuition, this sleepy chinese girl really seemed to like my shoulder.
Well, can't blame her, I know it's really comfy.
Gives people the reason to lean on my shoulder, lol.
She kept bobbing her head unto me even after waking up, lol -.-"

She's from Johor Jaya. How I know?
That's what I heard from her phonecall with her mum.


Anyone know her? Lol.

The blackmail:

What a great day! :)

Right Dan?

P.S: Just published the Jamuan Pertina entry and uploaded pics for mum's birthday! Sorry for the delay. Scroll down.

Examinations End!

Well, not exactly.
I still have one more Pengajian Am 1 paper to take.

I sat for my MUET [speaking] today!
And I'm proud to say that I did pretty well.
Better than I expected to actually, lol.

I'm so glad that I'm pretty much on the healthier side.
So, I was able to perform well.
Thank you so much for your prayers :)

Haha, it's now midnight and fireworks are blasted off at every corner in this taman.
Lol.
I'm sure every where else nationwide too.

Happy Deepavalli to my indian pals!

It was mum's birthday yesterday [7 nov].
I'm so glad that she's happy with my treat :)
I'm sure the family is too.

Sighs. I can't upload the pictures now.
Thanks to Blogspot.

Later :)


EDIT:

Cheers.

Hey, you kids are underaged -.-"

Down with Fever & Food Poisoning.

Sighs.
Why must I get ill now?
I've got my Pengajian Am 1 finals the day after tomorrow.
Not forgetting my MUET [speaking] on Wednesday!

If I don't do well for MUET, I'm wasting my RM60 and going through the inconvenience of retaking it again next year. I've got to speak well, very well. Sighs.

Went for my MUET [reading, writing & listening] in SMKPJ yesterday.
Sighs, for my writing paper, I had to finish my essay question in 30 minutes!
It was so rushed... :(

And for listening, the radio just sucks man. The minute all the classes started playing the tapes at different times, there was resonance everywhere! You can't hear your own tape properly in order to answer the questions... sniff.

Instantly after I was done, I rushed home because I had band practice and the worship leader was gonna fetch me. When I reached home, he was already waiting for me outside my house. So, I just hopped into his car and off we went to town. Not knowing that the chinese service band was practising before us, so Uncle Clarence brought us to eat first, cause we didn't get to eat.

Little did I know that the friggin' food was poisoned! Sniff... Must've been their left overs that they had from the previous catering. Ben suffered for a little while but then he was okay. The poison didn't exactly made impact immediately for me.

It was a really rushed day.
I was a russian yesterday.
A rush-ian.

On that very same day, I had to perform in Hotel Selesa for some teacher's annual high tea. Seeing that the chinese band wasn't done, I went ahead first.
So I rushed there, performed and got out as soon as I could. When I reached church, the chinese band just finished their practice. So loooonnng -.-"
My tummy already started to feel uncomfortable.
We finished our practice and went home.

By that time, I was already feeling very lousy.
My tummy hurt so bad.
Was tossing and turning in bed... Started to get really hot, geez down with fever.

Vomitted too.
Which was kinda cool. Lol.
Sighs, I was trying so hard not to though.

Need to study Pengajian Am lagi.
Big sighs.

Haha, thank God I managed to play the bass guitar today for service.

Getting sick now is so crappy. Sniff :(
I better lose a lot of weight from this.

People, please pray for me...
I wish to recover by today.


Getting dizzy now and my head's starting to pound.
Later.