Tuesday, March 10, 2009

STPM Results :(

I've tried my best.
And this is all I've got :(

I know some loved ones are not happy with me though they're not saying it.
Maybe because I can feel their dissatisfaction.
But I can't stress how badly the paper was last year.

It was horrendous! :(
There were so many new unexpected formats and styles.
It left many of us clueless and blank in many questions, big sighs.

Here's what NST reported:
STPM results: More passes but fewer who scored straight As

I just feel upset.
Upset that I'm never good enough.
Upset that I've never meet up to those expectations.

As much as I feel like a failure right now, not all is lost.
I DID improve a lot in this final result!
Compared to the days were I'd fail 3 subjects in a row... :/

I'm still capable of applying for the Physiotherapy course in Nanyang Polytechnic.
I was always interested in that, but I couldn't apply for it with my SPM cert cause it was only for A Level or STPM holders. So, here goes.

And thank the Lord, I still can fulfill the requirements with this cert.
My SPM's Elementary Maths and Add Maths is 2 and 6.

So, we'll see where the Lord leads.
Keep praying for me.

That's all for today.


The World's Real Ruler said...

halo mellisa..rmb me??i m chee how frm SMK permas jaya...(the school that become ur ..'temporary sanctuary' for 2007)..haha..
ya,u managed to get an A for PA, thumbs up for that..jz go through your blog saying that u goin to singapore POly?? hehe, i tink u shud be ok for that...yaya,jz enjoy the life after STPM...anyway..hehe,accidentally came here...den saw a familiar face...and a familiar name...hehe...

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lol, of course i remember you!
accidentally? how?

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